Internal Meeting in Progress - The Daydream That Felt Too Real - Part 10
Time: 3:14 PM
Location: Office Desk
Status: Physically Present, Mentally Somewhere Else Entirely
Laptop open. Meeting going on. Words floating.
Manager: “Let’s circle back on the deliverables…”
Brain: Focus. Listen. Important points.
Body: I hear words… I don’t understand them.
Heart: I feel like… they would understand us.
Brain: NOT THIS AGAIN.
Heart: Just… one thought.
Time: 3:18 PM
Screen blurring slightly. Mind drifting fully.
Heart: Imagine… we finally talk to them.
Brain: No imagination during work hours.
Body: I am already gone. Continue.
Scene shifts (mentally):
You are sitting somewhere quiet. Not office. Not home. Just… calm.
Imaginary Them: “You almost messaged yesterday.”
You: “I didn’t know if I should.”
Imaginary Them (soft smile): “You think too much.”
Heart (warm): See… they get it.
Brain: You wrote this entire script.
Body: This place feels better than office.
Imaginary Them: “You read everything I post… don’t you?”
You (hesitating): “…maybe.”
Imaginary Them: “I don’t mind.”
Heart: …
Brain: This is getting dangerous.
Body: I don’t want to come back.
Imaginary Them: “You don’t have to say anything. I already know.”
Heart (almost whispering): Stay here…
Brain: This is not real.
Body: Reality is overrated.
Time: 3:26 PM
Sudden voice cuts through
Manager: “Can you share your screen?”
System Crash. Immediate Return to Reality.
Brain: WE ARE BACK. PANIC.
Body: I forgot where we are.
Heart: …they disappeared.
Screen shared. File opened randomly.
Brain: Act normal.
Body: Typing… anything…
Heart: That felt real.
Manager: “Can you explain this?”
Brain: Explain WHAT??
Body: I don’t even recognize this file.
Heart: I was somewhere else…
You: “Yeah… so this is… uh… in progress…”
Brain: Same line again. Amazing.
Body: Consistency matters.
Heart: I wish we were still there.
Time: 3:40 PM
Meeting continues. You don’t.
Brain: This is affecting work badly.
Heart: This is affecting feelings deeply.
Body: This is affecting my will to stay awake.
Time: 4:05 PM
Meeting ends. Silence at desk.
Heart (quietly): That felt more real than this.
Brain: Because you made it perfect.
Heart: Maybe that’s what real should feel like.
Body: Real feels tiring.
Brain: You’re escaping.
Heart: I’m surviving.
Body: I’m suffering.
Time: 4:18 PM
Staring at screen. Not working. Not scrolling. Just… thinking.
Heart: Do you think… they exist somewhere like this?
Brain: Not like this.
Heart: But somewhere?
Body: Somewhere I can lie down?
Brain: This is not sustainable.
Heart: This is not stoppable.
Body: This is not healthy.
System Status:
Work Done: Bare Minimum ⚠️
Daydream Intensity: Maximum 🔥
Reality Connection: Weak
Imaginary World: Preferred 🌙
Emotional State: Confused
To be continued…
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