Internal Meeting in Progress - Still going on - Part 15 ( Final Part )
Time: 8:59 AM
Location: Bed
Status: Familiar… but lighter
Alarm rings.
Body: No.
Brain: Wake up. We have a meeting.
Heart: …okay.
Silence. Slightly different this time.
Time: 9:04 AM
Sitting up. No phone yet. Small victory.
Brain: Look at that. Progress.
Body: I still feel tired. No progress there.
Heart: I feel… calm.
Time: 9:12 AM
Laptop open. Meeting joined. Camera off. Tradition continues.
Manager: “Any updates?”
Brain: Say something useful.
Body: Say something short.
Heart: Say something that ends quickly.
You: “Yeah… working on it… will update soon.”
Brain: Consistency is key.
Body: Minimum effort, maximum survival.
Heart: Some things never change.
Time: 9:38 AM
Meeting continues. Mind stays. Surprisingly.
Brain: We’re actually listening.
Body: Barely. But yes.
Heart: It’s quieter inside.
Time: 10:10 AM
Phone nearby. No urgency. Just… there.
Heart (soft): Should we check?
Brain: If you want to. Not because you need to.
Body: I don’t care either way.
Time: 10:12 AM
Phone unlocked. Profile opened. Calm.
Same posts. Same chameleon 🦎
Heart: …
Brain: Still the same.
Body: Still a tiny lizard.
Heart (gentle): Thank you.
Brain: For what?
Heart: For being there… when I needed something.
Body: Even if it was nothing.
Time: 10:15 AM
Phone locked. No second check. No pull.
Brain: That’s it?
Heart: That’s it.
Body: That was… easy.
Time: 1:05 PM
Lunch. Eating. No scrolling. Just… eating.
Body: This feels right.
Brain: This is normal life.
Heart: This is enough.
Time: 4:20 PM
Work… actually done. Small tasks. Big win.
Brain: Look at that. Productivity.
Body: Don’t expect this daily.
Heart: I feel… present.
Time: 9:40 PM
End of the day. Same bed. Different mind.
Heart: Do you think they were real?
Brain: No.
Heart: Do you think what I felt was real?
Brain: Yes.
Body: That’s all that matters.
Silence. Peaceful this time.
Heart (final, soft):
Sometimes we don’t fall for people…
We fall for the space they quietly fill inside us.
Brain: That’s… actually accurate.
Body: That’s… my cue to sleep.
Time: 10:02 PM
Lights off. No phone. No scrolling. Just rest.
System Status:
Work-Life Balance: Trying ⚖️
Overthinking: Reduced
Emotional State: Stable
Imaginary Crush: Memory 🌙
Internal Voices: Still active 😄
Final Note:
The meetings didn’t stop.
The overthinking didn’t fully disappear.
The heart didn’t become logical.
The body didn’t become energetic.
But something changed.
They learned to exist together…
a little more peacefully.
Internal Meeting… Still in Progress.
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