When Absence Became Madness - The Last Road She Waited On - Part 13
The doctor ordered rest.
Her mother ordered tears.
Neighbors offered sympathy.
She obeyed none of them.
For three days she was kept indoors, feverish and weak, watched like someone likely to break. Perhaps they were right.
But captivity only sharpened hunger.
She could hear the morning traffic from her bed.
At nine-twelve each day, her pulse raced automatically.
Was Arjun passing now?
Was he wearing blue?
Was he alone?
Had he cut his hair?
Questions pecked at her mind like birds at grain.
On the fourth morning, while her mother was in the kitchen, she rose quietly.
Every movement hurt.
Her knees trembled.
The room spun once, then settled.
She wrapped a shawl around herself and slipped out.
The street air felt colder than usual though the sun was bright. She walked slowly, one hand against walls, stopping often to breathe.
People glanced at her.
Some recognized her and whispered.
She kept going.
There was one road Arjun often used on Saturdays—the lane near the old banyan tree where traffic slowed before the market turn.
She reached it after what felt like miles.
Then waited.
Leaning against the trunk.
Eyes fixed ahead.
Minutes stretched.
Sweat gathered despite the breeze.
Her chest tightened sharply, but she smiled through it.
Waiting had always hurt.
This was familiar pain.
At last she saw him.
Arjun.
Walking toward the market carrying a cloth bag, speaking on the phone. Married ease in his posture. Everyday calm on his face.
Alive.
Real.
Near.
Joy flooded her with almost childlike innocence.
She straightened despite dizziness.
Wanted only one clear look.
Nothing more.
Then a bus turned too fast into the lane. Horn blaring. People shouted. A cyclist swerved into her path. She stepped backward instinctively, lost balance, and fell hard onto the road edge.
The world cracked white.
Voices rushed around her.
Someone yelled for help.
Someone cursed the driver.
The cloth bag dropped from Arjun’s hand.
He ran toward the crowd.
She could barely see through the blur, but knew his footsteps instantly.
Hands lifted her carefully.
A voice above her—urgent, frightened.
“Please move back… give space!”
Arjun.
For the first time in all these years, he held her.
Blood warmed the side of her face. Breath came shallow and strange.
She forced her eyes open.
He was there.
Closer than dream had ever allowed.
Recognition flickered slowly across his face.
“You… the girl from nearby…”
She tried to smile.
All the roads, all the waiting, all the wasted years narrowed into this single moment.
He was looking only at her.
No crowd.
No Meera.
No distance.
Just her.
She wanted to say his name.
Only air escaped.
His hand steadied her shoulder.
“Stay with me. Ambulance is coming.”
Stay with me.
Words given from kindness.
Received as blessing.
She closed her eyes and smiled faintly.
The road beneath the banyan tree had finally granted what life never did—
His full attention.
At a cost no sane heart would pay.
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